Sunday, October 30, 2011

Cintaku terpisah oleh agama

Untukmu yang tersayang ,
Sudah bertahun-tahun kita menjalani kisah ini berdua,
saling melengkapi, menyayangi,dan saling berbagi....
sampai suatu ketika hal itu hilang,
Kisah itu berubah dari alur cerita sebenarnya,
disaat aku harus memutuskan memilihmu atau agamaku.


Sumpah itu berat, sumpah itu sakit rasanya
kedua-duanya sangat penting untuk hidupku,
tapi, takdir berkata lain , aku harus memilih nya salah satu
CINTAKU atau AGAMAKU,


Aku terpuruk,
Aku depresi,
Otakku sudah enggan untuk berfikir
Hatiku sudah rapuh akan sisinya


Dan keputusan terakhirku,
aku memilih agamaku,
aku merelakan cintaku, hatiku hanya untukMU
Sang pencipta langit dan bumi,
Sang Pencipta Jagat raya beserta isinya....

Mencoba berdiri tanpa bantuanmu,
Mencoba tegar tanpa pundakmu,
Aku menangis,
Aku Sakit disini,

Otak ini mulai berfikir untuk menyatukan ego dan hatiku
"Bukankah semua  yang ada didunia ini hanya titipan, Bukankah aku harus mempunyai sifat ikhlas untuk merelakan hal kecil sekalipun ?"
IYA ! , aku pasti bisa
Mungkin tuhan punya rencana lain untuk kami , untuk aku dan kamu
Walaupun aku tidak tau pasti itu apa

Love,
Nurharsima

Ternyata sudah ada yang memiliki

Syok, panik, sedih , miris
Seketika semua harapan-harapan itu musnah...
ah, STOP ! , aku harus melupakannya
Dia telah ada yang memiliki,
aku tak mungkin memaksakan diriku

Dia telah bahagia sebelum aku memiliki rasa untuk dirinya,
Dia telah bersama jauh sebelum aku mengharapkannya,
OH MY GOD !, apa-apaan ini , berhenti memikirkan semua hal tentang dirinya !,
berhenti berharap bahwa dia akan menjadi pangeran penjaga hidupku.
dan berhenti berharap bahwa dia akan berbalik menyayangi diriku

Love,
Nurharsima

Blog bagiku

Bagiku BLOG bukan hanya cerita asli didalam kehidupan ku
tapi bagiku , aku hanya berkhayal untuk menjadi semua orang yang aku lihat
mau itu asli atau hanya khayalan ku semata :)

Love,
Nurharsima

Friday, October 28, 2011

Layaknya hujan

- Kamu tau hujan ?
+ Tau , emang kenapa ?
- ya, sekarang cinta kita lagi hujan
+ maksud kamu  apa ?, aku gak ngerti
- cinta kita lagi butuh pendinginan dibeberapa sisinya
+ aduh ngomong yang jelas dong
- gemuruh yang tak pernah henti menggelegar
   sama seperti cinta kita yang selalu bertengkar
+ maksud kamu apa ?
- (didalam hati )Sayang , aku ingin cepet-cepet timbul pelangi di awan sana
   aku ingin cinta kita secerah pelangi , yang saling melengkapi layaknya mejikuhibiniu ,
   sayang , aku kangen banget sama kisah yang kita lakoni bersama dulu,
    maaf , selalu memaksa keinginanku yang bodoh ini.
+ sayang..........
+ kamu kenapa sayang ?
- oh, aku gak papa kok :')

Love,
Nurharsima

Tak peduli

Jika semua orang yang kau sayangi tidak memperdulikanmu
apa yang kau rasakan ?
sakit ?
marah?
dongkol?
Yap , samalah halnya denganku disini !
kesepian itu datang silih berganti , disaat aku temukan kebahagiaan,
mengapa TUHAN ?
mengapa ?
takkah kau beriku kesempatan untuk merasakannya lebih lama lagi ?

Depresi ?
ya , aku kini sudah depresi melewati semuanya
akankah semua berakhir dengan cerita yang happy ending or not ?
aku tidak tau , karena aku disini hanya menjalankan peran ku seperti biasa
berlakon layaknya artis yang disutradarai oleh Nya (tuhanku)

Kenapa tidak Bangkit ??
Bangkit katamu ?
ya aku ingin sejujurnya, tapi batin ini remuk , hati ini cacat akan bentuknya
sudah tidak kuat lagi rasanya menampung semua beban ini (SENDIRI)
akankah kau berbalik arah menatapku , dan memberikan pelukan penenang amarah dihatiku ?
akankah kau lakukan itu ?
ia kah ?

ah , sudahlah
kau hanya menambah perih disini (dihati kecilku), dihati yang tak pernah kau sentuh sejak 2 minggu belakangan ini :')

Love,
Nurharsima

Windows 8 Terbaru

APA ? WINDOWS 8 ?

Windows 8 is the next version of Microsoft Windows, a family of operating systems produced by Microsoft for use on personal computers, including home and business desktops, laptops, netbooks, tablet PCs, servers, and media center PCs. It adds support for ARM microprocessors in addition to the traditional x86 microprocessors from Intel and AMD. Its user interface has been changed to make it better suited for touchscreen input in addition to the traditional mouse, keyboard, and pen input.
Microsoft has not yet announced a ship date for Windows 8.

History and development

Early announcements

In January 2011, at the Consumer Electronics Show (CES), Microsoft announced that Windows 8 would be adding support for ARM microprocessors in addition to the traditional x86 microprocessors from Intel and AMD.

Milestone leaks

A 32-bit Milestone 1 build, build 7850, with a build date of September 22, 2010, was leaked to BetaArchive, an online beta community, which was soon leaked to P2P/torrent sharing networks on April 12, 2011.Milestone 1 includes a ribbon interface for Windows Explorer, a PDF reader called Modern Reader, an updated task manager called Modern Task Manager,and native ISO image mounting.
 


A 32-bit Milestone 2 build, build 7927, was leaked to The Pirate Bay on August 29, 2011 right after many pictures leaked on BetaArchive the day before. Features of this build are mostly the same as build 795
A 32-bit Milestone 2 build, build 7955, was leaked to BetaArchive on April 25, 2011. Features of this build included a new pattern login and a new file system known as Protogon.



A 64-bit Milestone 3 build, build 7959, was leaked to BetaArchive on May 1, 2011. This build is notable for being the first publicly leaked Windows Server 8 build, as well as the first leaked 64-bit build.
A Milestone 3 build, build 7971, was released to close partners of Microsoft on March 29, 2011 but was kept under heavy security. However, a few screenshots were leaked. The "Windows 7 Basic" theme now uses similar metrics to the Aero style, but maintains its non-hardware accelerated design, and also supports taskbar thumbnails. The boxes that encase the "close, maximize, and minimize" buttons have been removed, leaving just the signs.

A 64-bit Milestone 3 build, build 7989, leaked to BetaArchive on June 18, 2011 after screenshots were revealed the previous day. An SMS feature, a new virtual keyboard, a new bootscreen, transparency in the basic theme, geo-location services, Hyper-V 3.0, and PowerShell 3.0 were revealed in this build.

Official announcements

At the Microsoft Developer Forum in Tokyo on May 23, 2011, Microsoft CEO Steve Ballmer announced that the next version of Windows will be released the following year (in 2012).
"And yet, as we look forward to the next generation of Windows systems, which will come out next year, there's a whole lot more coming. As we progress through the year, you ought to expect to hear a lot about Windows 8. Windows 8 slates, tablets, PCs, a variety of different form factors."
However, the company quickly corrected Ballmer's words in a company statement issued that afternoon:
"It appears there was a misstatement. We are eagerly awaiting the next generation of Windows 7 hardware that will be available in the coming fiscal year. To date, we have yet to formally announce any timing or naming for the next version of Windows."
On June 1, 2011, Microsoft officially unveiled Windows 8 and some of its new features at the Taipei Computex 2011 in Taipei (Taiwan) by Mike Angiulo and at the D9 conference in California (United States) by Julie Larson-Green and Microsoft's Windows President Steven Sinofsky.[The main feature that was shown was the new user interface.
On August 15, 2011, Microsoft opened a new blog called "Building Windows 8" for users and developers.

Build conference and developer preview

Microsoft unveiled new Windows 8 features and improvements on September 13, 2011, day one of the BUILD developer conference. Microsoft also released a Developer Preview build (Build 8102) of Windows 8 for the developer community to download and start working with. This developer preview includes tools for building "metro style apps", such as Microsoft Windows SDK for Metro style apps, Microsoft Visual Studio 11 Express for Windows 8 Developer Preview and Microsoft Expression Blend 5 Developer Preview.
Microsoft has shown a development roadmap at the BUILD conference stating that the coming milestones will be Beta, Release Candidate, RTM, and general availability.
According to Microsoft, there were more than 500,000 downloads of the Windows 8 Developer Preview within the first 12 hours of its release.

New features

Bootable Windows To Go USB flash drive
Windows 8 will contain a new user interface based on Microsoft's design language named Metro. With the new change, the Start Menu was replaced in favor for the new Start Screen, where there are tiles that contain shortcuts to applications, Metro style applications, and updating tiles, similar to Windows Phone.
A new authentication method allows users to sketch in three different places over the picture to login, instead of typing a password.



Windows Explorer now uses a ribbon interface, similar to those used in Microsoft Office applications.
Another feature expected to be introduced in Windows 8 is USB 3.0 support
Windows 8 will come with Windows Store, an online marketplace for buying, selling, and advertising applications.
Windows 8 can be run from a USB-connected drive, such as a flash drive. This feature is called Windows To Go.

Windows 8 will support multiple monitors with the new ability to natively display different background images on each display and customized taskbar(s) on each of the connected displays.
The Developer Preview comes with two new recovery functions. Refresh and Reset, which both make a complete restore easier than a re-installation. The former keeps all the settings and files of the user intact and only reverses all changes to Windows files to its original state while removing all installed programs and apps.

The latter deletes all files and effectively re-installs Windows, but without any additional user input such as agreeing to license agreements or selecting a hard disk required. After a reset completes, the user will be asked for the product key and will then proceed to account creation.

One big change is that user accounts do not have to be local-only anymore but can be linked up to one's Windows Live ID. This has the advantage that users will not lose their settings and files as they move from their home computer to their work laptop or to any other computer also using Windows 8.
Other new features include a new Welcome screen, a new packaged application model called AppX that is based on Silverlight, and Open Packaging Conventions, as well as a setting to automatically adjust window color to fit the wallpaper.



There is also a stripped down "Immersive" version of Internet Explorer, using the similar Metro-based user interface of the mobile version of Internet Explorer 9. The Immersive Version of Internet Explorer 10 does not support ActiveX plugins, in order to be an HTML5-only browser. The Desktop version of IE10 does support ActiveX plugins.
A new "Hybrid Boot" option that uses "advanced hibernation functionality" on shutdown to allow faster startup times.

Hardware requirements

The system requirements for the Windows Developer Preview (a pre-release version of Windows 8) are similar to those of Windows 7.



Minimum hardware requirements for Windows Developer Preview
Architecture 32-bit 64-bit
Processor 1 GHz x86 processor 1 GHz x86-64 processor
Memory (RAM) 1 GB 2 GB
Graphics Card DirectX 9 graphics processor with WDDM 1.0
(Not absolutely necessary; only required for Aero hardware acceleration)
HDD free space
 
16 GB of free disk space 20 GB of free disk space

A multi-touch screen is also required to take advantage of touch input. For Metro applications, a screen resolution of 1024x768 or higher is required.
Microsoft may also require new PCs to have the UEFI secure boot feature enabled by default to be given Windows 8 certification. There has been some concern about this.The manufacturer is free to choose which signatures are accepted by the feature and to offer the ability to turn off the secure boot feature. Microsoft has addressed the issue in a blog post. Meanwhile, Linux Australia began petitioning the competition commission. The commission responded with "The situation you described may raise issues of exclusive dealing, but it is unclear from the details provided whether it would be likely to meet the competition test described."

Compatibility

With regards to backward compatibility, old x86 applications for Windows 7 (and earlier versions) will not work on computers based on ARM architecture; they will have to be ported.
Windows 8 Developer Preview is incompatible with some virtualization platforms, such as Virtual PC. A blog post by Microsoft notes that the setup process is error-prone when installing in a virtual machine, and installing without hardware virtualization enabled can be particularly problematic.





Besumber dari http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Windows_8

Amiga Class

Alright ,
Setelah capek ngurusin hari sumpah pemuda,
dan ternyata dapet Juara  , lumayanlah  Amiga berhasil meraih Juara 2 men :D
oke (gak penting)

Langsung saja setelah selesai acara dan mendapatkan juara , kami bersiap-siap menuju ruangan kelas yang ala kadarnya itu
yang Jreeeeebrengg AMIGA'S CLASS

Hari ini ada sesi pemotretan *ceilah hahhaa
langsung saja cekidot.dot.dot

Cbrrreeet haha kocak

Penuh ekspresi

Lebih dari ekspresi hahaha

Kebersamaan yang tak terlupakan :)
WE LOVE YOU AMIGA

Love,
Nurharsima

Celebration of "Youth Oath"

Celebration of  "Youth Oath"

Yap Betul sekali tanggal 28 Oktober kali ini , Sekolahku Merayakan Hari "sumpah pemuda"
Hari dimana Semangatnya Pemuda-Pemudi sebaiknya harus dikobarkan (hahhaha)
dengan segenap kebersamaan dan kekhidmatan kami persembahkan untukmu INDONESIAKU

Berbagai kegiatan di hari ini kami lakukan , dimana tadi pagi-pagi sekali kami mengadakan Apel Pagi,
Dibawah Sinar Bola Besar yang sangat menyengat seakan mengobarkan api-api keberanian, semangat didiri :)
Kali ini sekolah mengadakan  pentas drama oleh anak theater , lalu mengadakan selayaknya pesta kostum , dengan bertemakan perjuangan .
Acara berlangsung sangat meriah dan penuh kebersamaan :)

Acara setelah upacara dilanjutkan dengan Drama oleh anak Theater

Ini kisahnya waktu Ngebuat Teks Sumpah Pemuda


Dan ini waktu mereka berjanji :D

Lalu setelah Drama selesai , 
Selanjutnya yang beraksi yaitu Anak-anak Paduan Suara , lalalalalalalalalala 

Dan mereka pun bernyanyi , lalallalalalallalaa

Kemudian setelah Kurang lebih 1 atau dua lagu selesai , ini dia saat-saat yang dinanti-nanti yaitu PESTA KOSTUM yeyeyeyyeyee

Ini dia King and Queen dari Kelasku Amiga :D
Jreeeeenggggg......
Kita sambut Lasti dan Bagus yyeyeyee

Dan beberapa King and Queen yang lainnya , Cekidottt
Jenjenjeng inilah perserta selanjutnya

Pesta Kostum ini unik-unik loh , ada yang temanya tentang Wanita Sunda, Kalimantan, Perjuangan, Tunas Kelapa , Modren, ah banyak deh pokonya , 

Terlebih lagi Para Suporter dari berbagai kelas 

Kalau katanya sih gak ada penonton GAK RAME *(yaiyalah) -,-

Seru deh pokoknya tahun ini MHS berhasil membangkitkan semangat para siswa-siswinya
Selamat hari Sumpah Pemuda indonesiaku :)
Tetap menjadi kebanggaan kami semua

Love,
Nurharsima

Life Quotes

QUOTES ABOUT LIFE :)

- I am convinced that life is 10% what happens to me and 90% of how I react to it. And so it is with you... we are in charge of our Attitudes.Charles R. Swindoll


-The longer I live, the more I realize the impact of attitude on life. Attitude, to me, is more important than facts. It is more important than the past, the education, the money, than circumstances, than failure, than successes, than what other people think or say or do. It is more important than appearance, giftedness or skill. It will make or break a company..... a home. The remarkable thing is we have a choice everyday regarding the attitude we will embrace for that day. We cannot change our past... we cannot change the fact that people will act in a certain way. We cannot change the inevitable. The only thing we can do is play on the one string we have, and that is our attitude.Charles R. Swindoll 

- "Laugh as much as you brathe and love as long as you live "


- "Sungguh menyakitkan mencintai seseorang dan tidak dicintai sebagai imbalannya, tapi apa yang paling menyakitkan adalah mencintai seseorang dan tidak pernah menemukan keberanian untuk membiarkan orang tahu bagaimana perasaan Anda."

Tidak ada yang bisa kembali dan memulai awal yang baru, tapi setiap orang dapat memulai hari ini dan membuat akhir yang baru " Maria Robinson

- Terlalu banyak persaingan didunia ini jadi berhati-hatilah

-Kenapa seseorang merasa sendiri ? "karena dia tidak pernah menganggap orang2 yang menyayanginya yang berada disekelilingnya" !

- Hidupmu indah bila kau tau jalan mana yang kau pilih :)

 

Aku Cinta Kamu dan Dia (!)

Cinta
Tidak ada yang bisa melarang seorang anak cucu Adam untuk saling mencintai
terlebih dan terkurang untuk diriku .
Rasa yang membuat jantungku berdetak tak menentu,
membuat hati indah dan nyaman


Maaf , untuk dirimu yang tersakiti
maaf atas segala perlakuanku yang  selalu menyakiti hatimu
Cintaku kini sudah terbagi
Kini cintaku (terpaksa) dibagi


Aku tau ini tak adil untukmu
tapi, coba sedikit kau bayangkan
tiada lagi janjimu (dulu) yang kau tepati lagi sekarang
Sibuk dengan aktivitasmu , hingga lupa denganku


Getaran itu hilang sayang
Getaran itu musnah dari hatiku
Maafkan aku

Love,
Nurharsima

Thursday, October 27, 2011

DEPRESI

 DEPRESI !
Suatu hal yang tak penting untukku pikirkan .
Suatu hal yang teramat aneh yang terjadi belakangan ini dikehidupanku
Kehidupan yang Indah , dimana aku hancurkan begitu saja dengan kata-kata 
"KITA SEKARANG BIASA AJA YA"

Sumpah kata-kata yang tak seharusnya aku lontarkan begitu saja 
tak seharusnya itu terucap dari bibirku !
Kata-kata MUSTAHIL yang harus aku jalani 
Tapi kata-kata itu NYATA , dia (telah) terucap

Merana ?
"YA !" , aku merana disini 


love , 
Nurharsima